If you wish to continue following me, message me for the new URL.
it will be another personal blog, and though I will focus a lot on my eating habits, I will talk about other things as well.
No matter who you are, you need this.
Tonight I will be deleting this blog. My new blog will be password protected. If you wish to continue to follow me, send me a message and I will give you the URL and password.
i feel like im going to throw up.
i know, but i deserve it.
NO you deserve happiness.
why? all i do is fuck everything up and make things more complicated?
i just want to be simple-
i want to be a spider in the bathroom, i want to be the soil in the garden.
i don’t want to fuck up this life anymore.
I don’t know about your religious beliefs,
I myself don’t think we should believe anything
because we are not worthy enough to know what life is really about.
but i have this feeling, so deep down in my core
that i was put in the wrong body
my ‘soul’ is in the wrong place
i should have been some animal or flower
something weak that dies young….
Your soul is in the right place.
but i was put in this stupid human body-
everything is wrong. so i keep fucking up.
